{"id":1180,"date":"2020-02-01T17:43:24","date_gmt":"2020-02-01T17:43:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/awari.com.pl\/?p=1180"},"modified":"2020-02-01T17:43:24","modified_gmt":"2020-02-01T17:43:24","slug":"this-is-it-czy-jakos-tak","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/awari.com.pl\/?p=1180","title":{"rendered":"this is it, czy jako\u015b tak"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>w sumie ka\u017cdy wie, \u017ce kiedy\u015b trzeba si\u0119 b\u0119dzie po\u017cegna\u0107 z rodzicami&#8230;tyle, \u017ce kiedy ten moment nadchodzi to wali jak wszystkie trzesi\u0119nia ziemi i inne tsunami razem wzi\u0119te&#8230;i aby zachowa\u0107 zdrowe zmys\u0142y przestawiasz si\u0119 na tryb zadaniowy pop\u0142akuj\u0105c po k\u0105tach i dzia\u0142asz, za\u0142atwiasz te zaleg\u0142e sprawy, kt\u00f3re by\u0142y na wieczne nigdy i kiedy\u015b tam&#8230;i podczas gonitwy po urz\u0119dach z ty\u0142u g\u0142owy my\u015bl&#8230;serio, to naprawd\u0119&#8230;naprawd\u0119 odbieram w\u0142a\u015bnie akt zgonu mamy?! no \u017cesz kurwa nie wierz\u0119&#8230;.a tu z\u0142 onk, jednak tak. helo\u0142 witamy w rzeczywisto\u015bci bez mamy&#8230;taki absolutny i definitywny koniec dzieci\u0144stwa&#8230;w ostatnich tygodniach zestaw chor\u00f3b mamy wzbogaci\u0142 si\u0119 o raka&#8230;.faza terminalna jak powiedzieli lekarze, kt\u00f3rzy odkryli to przy okazji innego badania w szpitalu&#8230;bezsilno\u015b\u0107, gdy patrzysz jak bliska osoba s\u0142abnie&#8230;a ty nie mo\u017cesz nic zrobi\u0107&#8230;ostatnie wspomnienie, gdy po zainstalowaniu mamy w hospicjum wychodz\u0119 odwracaj\u0105c g\u0142ow\u0119, a ona macha r\u0119k\u0105 na dowidzenia&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>nieca\u0142\u0105 godzin\u0119 potem odesz\u0142a.<\/p>\n<p>dzi\u015b by\u0142 jej pogrzeb.<\/p>\n<p>i nie ma mamy.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/awari.com.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_5620.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/awari.com.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_5620-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-1181\" srcset=\"http:\/\/awari.com.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_5620-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/awari.com.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_5620-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/awari.com.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_5620-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/awari.com.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_5620-400x300.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>w sumie ka\u017cdy wie, \u017ce kiedy\u015b trzeba si\u0119 b\u0119dzie po\u017cegna\u0107 z rodzicami&#8230;tyle, \u017ce kiedy ten moment nadchodzi to wali jak wszystkie trzesi\u0119nia ziemi i inne tsunami razem wzi\u0119te&#8230;i aby zachowa\u0107 zdrowe zmys\u0142y przestawiasz si\u0119 na tryb zadaniowy pop\u0142akuj\u0105c po k\u0105tach &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/awari.com.pl\/?p=1180\">Czytaj dalej <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/awari.com.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1180"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/awari.com.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/awari.com.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/awari.com.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/awari.com.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1180"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/awari.com.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1180\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1183,"href":"http:\/\/awari.com.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1180\/revisions\/1183"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/awari.com.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1180"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/awari.com.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1180"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/awari.com.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1180"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}